I just need to get out of here. I need a breath of fresh air. I need to surround myself with new people. I need a new place to live and just be.

I hope I say this right.

I really like my face. I like to think I'm pretty. But I hatehatehate my body. I'm fat and I want to change it so bad. Tomorrow after lunch, I'm taking a long walk. Physically, I feel like shit. I'm just gross.

So basically, I want my body to look as good as my face. I hope that doesn't sound conceited.

Things are not turning out as I had hoped they would. But I'm still getting to CA. I'll find a way. I'm taking two courses for Summer Session I. I hope to do web design and photography gigs by the fall and save up enough money to get to CA after Christmas.

Hopefully Summer Session II had Photography II and some computer science courses. I plan on getting my Computer Science Certificate instead of an Associates Degree. I fucking need Cali.

It looks like I'm paying for college by myself. I'm fine with that. When I become successful, I won't have to thank anyone but myself.