That feeling is back again. It aches. But it's a great kind of ache. The kind of ache that will pay off in the end.

I'm working my ass off in school right now. Because I need to get my BA from Suffolk. I need a scholarship. I need to get to California.

Did I just say that? YES I DID! I still aim for England in the long run. But Hollywood is just... unf. Literally. I can finally visit Mona too.

I talked to her last night. I swear she's amazing. She cares so much about how I'm doing and if I'm happy. She's like another mom to me. She's opening her own salon right now and I'm SO happy for her.

So, I think the game plan is:

- Associates Degree
- Bachelors Degree at Suffolk
- C-A-L-I-F-O-R-N-I-A

So, Hollywood is literally only two steps and 3 years away.

I'm so happy.