I'm Rockin', I'm Rollin'

I found something else to relieve stress, something to replace the simultaneous crying and smoking. It's running. I'm going to run further and faster every day. I'm not an adrenaline junkie at all, but I'm becoming obsessed with the rush it gives me.

My mother's been driving me insane today. I know I'm supposed to be staying under the radar, but I couldn't resist it today. My headphones are nothing special, but they're loud. And what's Mom's least favorite kind of music? Hip hop. She fucking hates it. So, I decided to push her buttons. I blasted music on my iPod and she tried to turn her radio up in the car. She hates swears with a passion. WIN.

And you know, I know it's undesirable trait for someone to have a terrible relationship with parents. But you gotta understand that it goes way back with me and my parents. It's just not going to happen.

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Two nights ago, I was in the shittiest mood. And normally I can hide it. And last night, I was just mellowing out. But then the stupid shit with KC set me off and that kinda just did it for me. And today, I'm fine. Perfectly fine.

Today, I worked out and ran for a bit. I feel great. My goal was actually to work off the shitty lunch I had. So, I'm content now.

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Final verdict? Not listening to anyone. If anything, I'm listening to my sister. I'm cool, calm, and collected. Totally chill. End of story.

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I'm in a playful mood tonight. I'm heading out in a bit to avoid an extremely uncomfortable family dinner.