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Last night. What happened last night.... Well, it was a mixed drink of emotions, stress, anxiety, and insecurity. I feel very embarrassed about the crying. I'm past the point where I don't mind opening up but crying was too much. I'll never let that side of me resurface again. But by the end of the night, I was laughing and I was grateful. I went to sleep happy.
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It's hard to keep myself busy these days. I would hang out with KC but I need a break from her. Without a car and money, there't not much to do. I'm almost done with my research paper for English though. I'm not trying to be hermit but i just need time to myself and sort out what I need to do with my life. There's one thing I do know: I need to move out. Get my own place. If I get the WorldAPP job, I can have my own place before my 21st birthday. That would make me so happy. No rules, no boundaries. Pure freedom.
AND great news: I got an interview!!! So excited!
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I just wrote two long paragraphs about my "type" and how I'm a low maintenance girl. But I erased it. Too much information :)
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I'm keeping myself busy for a few hours. I'm working on my room and homework at the same time. I'm still listening to my sister's advice. Which seems to be working. I'm trying to be optimistic today. I'm not jumping to conclusions, not tonight at least. I really hope it's just me and my sister when we hang out tomorrow. I don't want my mom to come with us. MK and I are overdue for a long sister-to-sister talk.
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Well, I have to get back to being "busy". I built a fire in the fireplace and it's stifling in here. Adios.
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Decent night. Kept busy. Listening to music. Chill chill chill :) Tomorrow I'm spending time with my sis. We'll be out for some of the day, so I look forward to that. Alrighty, back to the real world :)
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