Thursday, November 17, 2011

In The Days Still Left





What a decent day. I'm not jittery at all. In fact, I'm calm and mellow and in an overall good mood. I went out with MK and Mom for a bit. Met Dad for lunch. Got home just in time for the furniture guys to deliver the new couch.

I spent the rest of the day cleaning my room. It took me around 6 hours. Damn. I know I really should not be saying this, but, it was kinda gross. But now, it's immaculate. I dusted everything (with sneezing fits to follow). Everything is soooo clean! Typical girl's room. Haha. Minus the Bruins pictures and Red Sox Championship pennant. Tomorrow, I just need to vacuum. I even made my bed. Which makes me hate my comforter since I've had it for years.
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Anyways, after last night, and after sneaking up to my room after almost getting caught, I wrote in my diary. The real one. This site is pretty close to being a diary but it's not the same. So, anyways, I pulled out my diary, which I haven't written in since August (the month of hell, remember?) I actually reread my old entries from August. I really shouldn't have but I did. It seemed like so long ago.

But I wrote in my diary, to my diary. Like all girls do. They start with "Dear Diary," Lol. I know I'm going to regret this but... basically the entry was full of "He was like" "And then I was like" "And he was like" "So, I was like". HAHAHAHAHA. I can't help it. (facepalm) I took a picture of it for proof and obviously edited it. And I know no one even knows my physical diary exists. I usually hide some place different in my room every day.
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But anyways, a decent day. I did skip school today and I'm skipping tomorrow but I am emailing my homework to my professors AND I have an A in both classes. So, I'm not too worried.
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Overall, good mood. I'm calm and not jumping to conclusions anymore. Everyone I have ever known has told me at least once to "loosen up". So, yes, I'm trying to loosen up. Trying.

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