Saturday, September 17, 2011




I cried last night. I always cry at night now. I couldn't sleep. I eventually fell asleep some time during the sunrise.

I was outside today, for hours. My phone is still off. Today, I felt nothing. I'm not sure what feels worse: nothing or pain. Because let me tell you that both suck.

Today, I thought about nothing as I clean the rabbit areas. As I swept the rugs and trimmed the herbs, I thought about nothing.

I'm still thinking about nothing. I don't want to think about everything I feel. Today and tonight, I just want to block it out. I'm going to block out the fact that I feel like I'm being buried alive.

I my homework isn't due until the 30th, but I'm going to do all or most of it tonight.

I don't mind if I don't smile or laugh today. I just don't want to cry. I'm sick and tired of crying.

This is my favorite weather. It's perfect to me. I wish it was like this every day of the year.

This song makes me want to dance.




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