It's almost noon. Declan is over for a visit and he is the cutest baby ever. He wont take off his scally cap :) And he loves his crocs. I'm sitting here eating a granola bar and drinking a diet shake. I have class at 2:40 which isn't bad. Though I still need to do my English homework. Some things never change. This has been a busy week for sure. Every weekend until 10/22 is going to be full with a bridal shower, dress fitting, a bbq party, and a lot of other things. I'm excited for October. I'm looking forward to Thanksgiving especially.
I've been doing okay in general. From time to time. I still catch myself subconsciously texting or calling someone to tell them about my day. Some days, it hits me like a wave. Other days, I shrug it off. I need to remind myself that I have no one. I have to tell myself that no one cares. Everyone is too busy to care. I'm not okay with it yet, but one day, I will be.
I'm going to be strong enough to not need anyone and to not want anyone.
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