Endless Fruit Baskets. I Guess.

The downside of today: Woody still hasn't talked to me. He's upset with me. Okay? Cool. Awesome. This is fantastic. Apparently, I pissed him off. I have a knack for pissing people off, don't I? I swear to God, I just repel people, by accident in most cases.

The upside of today: I got a motherfucking job!!! So stoked!!!!! I cannot wait! I start training next Thursday at 8am.

And I'm getting an iPhone for Christmas. Woohoo. I can't wait to beat KC at Words With Friends. Muahaha.

Today, I was supposed to write 3 English papers. Instead, I found myself on Netflix. Fucking lovely.

One of my papers has to be a 10 Year Plan. Excuse me, but I have no fucking idea what I'm doing next week. How the hell am I supposed to figure out the next ten years???

All I know is that I'm getting out of Massachusetts. Maybe move down south, to the midwest, or the west coast. Or maybe England, like I've always dreamed of. I know I want to get married and have kids. Being the girl that I am, I have my future kids' names picked out. Of course. Why the hell not? Hahaha. I know what my ideal house will look like. But what I don't know is what I want to have as a career. I know I want a degree in Computer Science.

I've learned that the older I get, the more I fall in love with Boston. The lights, the skyline, Boston Common, history, the sports, everything. I love it and I'll miss it. But I won't miss Quincy at all. I won't miss the quiet little neighborhood full of designer brands and gossiping neighbors. Sorry, Boston, but I'll see you again some day.

And before I die, I would love to make a compilation of my stories. All of them. All little tragic and beautiful stories in one book. Perfect. I've already written 2 stories. And I'm working on 2 more at the moment.

I've channeled my emotions in 2 ways in the past month or so. Very negative ways. I'm breaking the addictions. I'm going back to writing. The only thing that makes me feel at "home".

"Two Clouds" and "Careless Souls". Two VERY opposite stories. One is heartbreaking. One is a breath of fresh air. One is about love. One is about finding peace. One is happy. One is sad.

I always work on 'Two Clouds" during the day when the sun is bright. And I work on "Careless Souls" at night when all of the problems that I've pushed away come flooding back to me.

One is for Good Mood Molly and the other is for Bad Mood Molly. Two Clouds is an adorable story, in my opinion. i'm kind of obsessed with it, actually. It takes place in the English countryside.

Careless Souls is a wreck, just like its main characters. It's so rigid and full of structural flaws. I love it almost as much as Two Clouds. It takes place in a treatment facility for mental health issues and substance abuse. The characters are fucking crazy.

Anyways, I have 3 papers and 10 late homework assignments to do. And it's midnight. Boo.