Livin' Young And Wild And Free

I got around 3am this morning. We drove through Roxbury, got lost, and finally ended up back in Quincy somehow. Had an energy drink. Snuck back in KC's house for food like 5 year olds. Called DM. KC was being obnoxious and tried throwing rocks at me and was yelling into my phone. I don't normally make phone calls when I'm with someone else but KC was on her phone too but unfortunately, she got off before I did. After I got off the phone with DM, I just walked away from KC.

KC: STOP!

Me: Why?

KC: Because you're mad at me!

Me: No, I'm not. [kept walking]

KC: Turn around!

Me: WHAT???

KC: You know what your problem is?

Me: No, tell me!

KC: You can't confront people. You just walk away from everything!

Me: I'm sorry! I just don't know how to deal with certain things!

KC: You have to learn! You can't keep doing this to yourself! Staying up at night wondering and thinking is going to eat you alive! You can't do this! You can't run away from these problems!

Me: Well, I don't know what to do!

KC: ADDRESS THEM!

And from that point on, it just escalated. I can't even remember half of what was said. KC had so many good points and she said a lot of things that made sense. We were both yelling at each other over the sound of the cars driving by and the crashing of the waves.

After another 10 minutes of screaming, we just started walking and talking about what the hell we're going to do with our current problems. It was so cold last night. We couldn't feel our faces but we kept walking. It felt good to get all of that out though. But she's right. I run away from my problems. And when I run away, they chase after me. I can't escape them no matter how hard I try.

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I'm heading into school early to practice for my English presentation. Should be interesting. Tonight, I'm learning "Boston" by Augustana on the piano. I don't like the piano as much as the guitar but I'm holding off on the guitar until I buy a custom-made one for myself after the holidays.

I also can't wait to start my job on Thursday. So excited for that.

Hopefully I'll be gettin some weed from Farrah as long as we don't have to go to Mission Hill at midnight to get it. I think this week is when everyone goes on winter break. Hash browniesss. Hells yess.

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Well, gotta get ready for class. Life is so difficult sometimes.