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I have a ridiculous amount of school work due tomorrow. But I'm dying to go into Boston tonight. Maybe I'll beg KC and see if she wants to go. I just need to get out of here for a bit.

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I've tried many things to channel my emotions instead of what I do now. Now, I'm playing guitar. I love the sound of it. It makes me melt in such a good way.

I also have a perfectly good keyboard that's in my bedroom closet just collecting dust. Maybe, I should take that out too and start playing around with it.

To be honest, this is a terrible time to start these new things because I'm taking more classes next semester and I'll be working. But this will keep me busy and distracted from any triggers of any sort. So, I need this. I'll find a way to balance music, work, and school.

I'm asking KC to take me to the music store in Weymouth to get a few things for my guitar so that I can play all different kinds of songs.

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I love being an artsy person. It's a Pisces thing. I just love writing, drawing, photography, and music. I love all of it. And this art thing is my last hope. My last chance to pull myself together. I'm going to combine my pain with my creativity and imagination, and see where that gets me.

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I can't wait for Woody to be done with finals. I need to see him and talk to him. I also can't wait for Devonna, KC, and Farrah to start winter break too. I'll have money by then and we can just have fun in Boston or at the beach.

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I'm heading out tonight to pick up some stuff for my guitar and my keyboard. Adios.