Ah! I'm writing again!!!! It feels like my heart and soul are in flight. I've missed this feeling for so long. Oh my goodnessss. This feels amazing.
To escape to another world for a little bit every day is a little slice of heaven :) To escape into someone else's life for a little while and to live her life is an indescribable experience. It's what I love about writing. It's like I get to play God and decide's everyone's fate. Such a creepy and awesome feeling.
It's like. Hey, Aria Bowen, you're going to fall deeply in love with Oliver McCallister. And then when everything is falling into place, you're rehabilitated sister decides to move in with you and fall in love with Oliver's brother, Benjamin. And everyone will live happily ever after :)
I'm so giddy. This feeling is so powerful and it's taking over me like a full-force tropical storm in my soul.
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I'm not fully okay yet. I'm getting there, I think. I mean, I'm in a much better place that I was in August. At least I'm not borderline suicidal anymore. That's a plus, right? Right.
But the way I've been coping with pain lately is not acceptable. I've stopped. I think. I hope.
In place of that, I've started playing piano. It's a good way to channel my pain and emotions in a healthy and non-harmful way.
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