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I forgot to write about my nightmare. I dreamed that my brother discovered my secret. He told my parents. And I had an intervention. And I was sent away. And as the car drove away, I woke up. Scared shitless of course.
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I hope to drove again tonight. I'm getting much better at it. Turning, stopping, whatever. I like driving. A lot. KC is good at teaching me. She doesn't yell or anything. It's good.
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Well I'm heading out for a night of stupid jokes and "we almost died" stories. Maybe pick up Josmer or something. I dont fucking know. I used to always have to know what my plans were. What we were doing, who we were meeting up with, and where we were going. I was SO paranoid. And that was only like 3 weeks ago. I've changed, obviously. I don't give a fuck where I end up or what I do or who I meet.
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I'm getting out of here. As soon as I get my Bachelors Degree, I'm getting the next flight to England. I fucking hate this place. There's nothing and no one for me here. Just a motherfucking wasteland. I don't need nor want this. KC and Woody can visit me whenever they want. I'll pay for their plane tickets. Anything.
Boston, as beautiful as you are, I am leaving. And I'm not looking back. I love you but I'm sorry. I need this.
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Just got back. Hung out with KC for a while. We had a good, serious talk. Of course, this was after I had a NOS energy drink. We were at the beach. I howled at the full moon. I walked down to the water and told the fish to "go to sleep" and then proceeded to "sing a lullaby" to the fish. And then I started yelling and screaming nonsense. It felt good to get everything out. Then I just crashed and that's when KC and I had our "serious" talk.
And then I hung out with someone else. And yeah. But it was a good night in general. I'm so fucking tired. Tomorrow's going to be busy as hell. But I cannot wait to see my sister and brother-in-law. I haven't seen them in ages.
I have less than 100 texts left before I get overage charges. BOOOO.
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