I can't calm down tonight. I don't know why. No amount of cigarettes, writing, music, or energy is going to calm me the fuck down.
I haven't done it in over a week. I'm not going to give in already. I can beat this. I know I can. I just need to focus. No matter what I feel, I always need to stay focused or else I will fail terribly at this and it's back to square one for me.
I don't think I could ever tell another soul. KC was enough. I told her because she cared just enough, not too much and not too little. Just enough.
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