"Stop Walking Like That. You Look Like a Hooker."

I was very much looking forward to today. But at the restaurant, I almost lost it in front of everyone. I could feel my eyes fill up with tears but I did my best to blink them back. So after that, I just kept quiet.

After pulling myself together, I went into this indescribable snob mode and talked about myself for a good 15 minutes.

After lunch, I almost threw a tantrum in the middle of the mall like a 5 year old. I wanted to scream.

Then at home, I got into yet another argument with my dad and brother. I just can't catch a break. i went up to my room and completely lost it. I just started crying and I ended up with a monstrous headache. Thank God for waterproof mascara, right?

So, instead of being at the gym as I had planned, I'm home, in the worst mood and all I want to do is sleep.

On New Year's, I'm hiding my cell phone because I know I would end up drunk texting someone and I'd regret it in the morning.

After New Year's, I have about 3 weeks left of my break. So, I'm hanging out with Woody, Stephen, KC, DV, and FJ. All separately of course. I think I'd die if they all met each other.
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After the shittiest day this week, something is finally cheering me up. I'm finally learning how to play my all time favorite song in the entire universe. And it's fairly easy. Once I learn the notes, I can pick up the correct tempo and my week will officially be made :)

I also cannot WAIT to go back to school. Looks like i'll have to compromise my Burberry bag for a North Face jacket. Since I really want the North Face more than the bag even though I actually need the bag for school. I really need to sort out my priorities. Haha

Today before I went out, I did a test run to see how long it would take me to get ready for school if I actually "pulled myself together" and it took me TWO HOURS. As I was blow drying and straightening my hair, I thought "Is this really worth it???" HELL YES IT IS. Straightened hair, lip balm, foundation, eyeliner, curled eyelashes, and waterproof mascara = BAM.

Okay, I'm done sounding like a stuck-up princess. Back to learning my favorite song :)