FD'DA'G

I wish winter break wasn't so long. Goddamn. But at least I can put my new gym membership to use and I can practice on my keyboard. I'm so close to finishing "A Thousand Years" by Christina Perri.

I went to the beach again with KC tonight. We were freezing our asses off of course but it's whatever. Then after a few hours with her, I went home. I had a missed call from Woody.

So, I called him and he called me back. It turned out that he had other friends on the phone. So, I talked to all of them. I felt like I was in middle school but I was cool with it. And Woody was like "Oh, did you have something serious to tell me?" And I was like "Yeah but it can wait." But after a while, he said to his friends that he had to go so that he could talk to me. I thought that was thoughtful.

So, I vented to Woody for a good half hour. He's like a big brother to me and I love that I can tell him anything. Anything except for what's really going on.

Because here's the thing. I tell my secrets to people who don't matter. To the people who do matter, I'll never let them know because I care about them too much. I'll tell a stranger or a classmate or an acquaintance. I let strangers in because they can't hurt me and their judgment doesn't affect me.

This is what I asked for for Christmas:

American Eagle gift card
Oscar Schmidt guitar
gym membership


That's all I really want. With those three things, I will be the happiest person on Earth.

Well, I guess I'll get back to my song. I want to have it perfect by tomorrow :)